I am a complete fool

Tonight I have done what I hoped I would never do.
I have let my past insecurities get the complete better of me and in doing so I have hurt the one I love so much.

Sazzie, I am truly sorry for the way I have acted tonight.
It was selfish and cruel of me.
I can’t promise that I won’t let my insecurities get the better of me in the future, but I try everyday not to.
I love you with everything I have, which is why I have driven through the night to beg for your forgiveness.
If you read this before I get to speak with you, I am very nearby, call me….please.